Dearest Babs,

I couldn't get the right words to tell you how much you mean to me. How special it feels to know that regardless of the boundaries, you are by my side. I prayed and hoped that you will have the best birthaday this year, and I think I failed. Instead, I know I have given you so many heartaches lately, and I am sincerely sorry.

I am sorry for being the total opposite of who you thought I was from the very start, I am sorry for being very insensitive at times. And I hope you know how I hate it everytime I make you feel bad, hurt and sad.

But today isn't about those anymore, I dont want to fill you up with all the negativity. I want you to start another year full of excitement and optimism. And that's what we will pull altogether.

You're such a nice guy. I may not be able to always make you feel how incredible you are. But truth is, you are one of the sweetest, charming, talented and an extremely awesome person, and to tell you, there's only a handful of people who can claim all those personalities altogether, you are indeed a wonder man.

Your brilliance, intelligence and your creative eye, those are the sexiest assests you could ever be proud of. On top of that is the Liam who's very selfless, who will do anything for the people that are very dear to him. And I look up to you for all the courage that you have deep within, for all the strength you possess. I have always envied you.

There are tears running down my eyes while writing this to you, primarily because it hurts to know that this is not how i wished to celebrate the most important day of your life, it hurts to know that now, more than ever, I have made you feel sad at the times that I know you need me the most. I really am sorry, Liam. :(

Now that you are turning 22, there's nothing more to ask but for continued happiness. I always tell you how contagious your smile is, even your energy uplifts my soul everytime so please keep smiling.

On your 22nd year, I claim in prophecy that this is when you will find the greatest there is so far. Your career to overflow with success, I feel that all your passions will be brought to life, your dreams reachable and geniune happiness to fill your heart.

I salute you for even without your parents, you managed to be a person who your mom will be proud to have as a son.

Thank you for everything. Happy Birthday and Stay awesome :)

Love,

Tabs