I am currently 24 years young, but live as if I'm going on 60. It is not intentional, it's just become a habit of this momma. I was blessed with a lifesaver four years ago and took on the role of both parents out the gates. I rarely have time for myself because I'm constantly spread thin with all the other titles that come along with being Mommy. I've procrastinated on devoting time for myself because my needs are second to whatever my son is in need of. I've prayed for doors and motivation to be established in myself and prayers have been answered.

I gained a ridiculous amount of weight after having my son and have found every excuse and loop hole to avoid facing the facts of my not so good gains. I've attempted diets and working out before, but lack the self-support to keep going. I am hoping that I can slowly remind myself that self-esteem can be boosted and beam once again. I've avoid as many run ins with old friends as I can and keep myself locked in my dungeon (house) to hide in self-pity.