Kimberly DeOliveira

I am a married mother of two. Jessica is 26 and Mark is 23.

Jessica has two children Michael and Matthew, lives an hour away has recently gotten engaged to a good man and is completely her ddegree in respiratory therapy. Mark is the head lacrosse coach at Malibu High School in California. During the off season he works as a production assistant for a company that produces awards showsHe is an All-American lacrosse goalie. He has a girlfriend attending American University School of Law.

I have a degree in theater arts. My working career has mostly been corporate America but it is not for me. I worked part time in a dead end job for my father running a car service but he was emotianlly and verbally abusice, That has caused untold distress in my life and in the lives of my family. After 27 years of marriage I am looking at a stranger. I have adult ADD just recently diagnosed. I am 35 pounds overweight but have recently lost22 with determination to lose the rest. I am in love with my college sweetheart and should never have let him get away. As it happens he feels that same. Not at all sure how this will lay out. He is a successful Hollywood producer with much to lose. He loves his children. They are 21 an 19 and not out of the house. I am unhappy and unsure how to create a new one when I never expected this at aall Did not see it c oming. II feel very alone although I do have a wonderful sister that I adore. She is a source of joy and comfort but she does have abusy life with issues of her own. My mother is alive and well and a darling person but very judgemental and rigid in her thinking. Does not buy the add and to tell the truth most don't. She is controlling in a pleasant way, if there is such a thng but believes I should be satisfied with things as they are. Money is an issue largely due to my working for nothing for so long for my ffather. I lack faith and have no confidence at all. People do not understand as I am gregarious and personable and seem very normal Most times I feel like an alien waiting for the mothership to bring me back from wherever I am really from. I think I made some life choices that were not authentic, cavingto convention and the wishes of others. Housework makes me crazy and I am not domestic at all but too late I have been doing it for 27 years and apparently not well. Always had ADD but didn't know so I was laways felt like there was something wrong with me. mother , sister and daughter all organized