kimmy tweed

i am a kid that has been through hell and back. had my childhood taken by so many and so much. i live my life like each second is my last. i have zero support for me but myself and even that isnt enough sometimes. i have given up so many times again and again. i have nobody to trust nobody to have a shoulder to cry on. i have supporters but do they trully support me or do they just want to use me for other things. i have no money i have no house i have zero family left. im only 16 bout to be 17 on may 20th. i have thought about suicide so many times and more. what more can i hang onto?