19 years old. Undergrad, journaler, dancer soul, philosopher mind, dorm chef, veganish, knitter, chronic chocaholic, homesick gypsy, nonfeminist. My heart is going through a slow, painful earthquake right now. My emotions each day go from horny in the morning to anxious during the day to horny at night. Suffering internal conflict and identity crisis. On a journey to regain the strong sense of self that I had before losing it amid crazy disorienting college freshman life.