LaraBeth Ravenwolf

I'm not sure what I should put here, so I am following my best friend's advice and just start rambling about my life.

First, I was born and raised in a small town in South Carolina. My parents were poor and couldn't afford to feed themselves let alone a little baby so my aunt and uncle adopted me and raised me as their own. There was always food on the table and clothes on our backs. Our wants weren't always met but we never needed for anything.

I finished high school and was married not long after. Gave birth to 3 beautiful children; one boy and two girls. My husband died ten years after we were married and I have raised my children for ten years alone with the help of course of my adopted parents.

I write short stories and sometimes find myself lost in my own head. It's not as crazy as the real world these days.

I haven't had a real relationship since my husband but I find myself searching and longing for a love I know is out there somewhere. I am drawn to the BDSM lifestyle and I do have a Master who has been opening my mind and heart to the things I have kept hidden deep inside of myself. I have been told that having desires was wrong and having sexual needs was a sin. Being brought up in the middle of the "bible belt" I was afraid to explore this side of myself.

I am a bi-sexual woman and I love the fact that I can have a totally different sexual experience with a female than I can with a man. I'm hoping that this blog will help me document my path into finding a life-long Master in a 24/7 relationship.

No my real name is not LaraBeth...that is my slave name given to me by my present Master and Ravenwolf is from my grandfather who was a Cherokee Indian.I am 39 yrs old. I am a blue-eyed blonde, 5'4" tall and I weigh 200 lbs. I am proud of my body because I have suffered a lot and yet I am still here to tell my story.

I am the oldest of 4 siblings...brother is still living with his wife and three kids across town. My next the youngest sister died from cancer; she had never been married nor had children. My baby sister died in a car wreck; she was eight months pregnant and the baby died too. She had also had a baby 3 yrs before her own death that died from a heart disease. But here I am..Nice to meet you.