Letting Go

I'm in my mid-thirties. I am a mother of 2, have a full time professional career, am a recovering addict (clean and sober for 4+ years), have been in a relationship with another addict (who is obviously not clean and sober-hence the whole beginning of this blog).

I'm trying to be the best mother I can be, work hard to be successful, and trying to figure out what God's plan for me is and be able to fulfill it. I'm trying very hard to learn to take care of myself first, and live my life in a way that demonstrates to my children the values and morals that I want for them. Trying to figure out who I am, who I want to be, and how to get there. I'm also trying to learn to forgive myself for things I can't change, stop punishing myself for those things and to learn to let myself be happy. My biggest challenge is to learn to get out of my own way, and Let Go, and Let God.