A. Nameless

Life betrayed me once again..
One final action.. One final wound..
Will bleed on my heart forever..
One final sadness.. One final step
on the road of self-destruction
Don't try to help me now
When I fall further in despair..
Don't take my hand.. Too late.. Nothing will help
my unborn future is already dead
Time has stopped.. Days are frozen in the endless condition..
I dwell in endless emotional pain..
Thy memories slowly consume me from within
and thy sweet words will heal no more
I am doomed to face the tragedy
Opressed by crushing pain and without any chance
To change..
I am hopeless!!!
I want to die alone and cold
Hating myself for every moment of hope I had...