Amber Livermore

Lets face it, life never ends up as we dreamed when were little. Sometimes its much better than we could ever imagine! But sometimes its challenging.
My journey as a wife started April 2nd, 2011 when I said “I Do” to my husband Matt. Since that day it has been a constant uphill battle with many victories. We have grown so close through these 3 years but we still have a lot to always work on.
My journey as a mommy started November 10th, 2013. I welcomed our son Nehemiah James into this world with so much excitement and fear. Since then the past 5 months have been a big amount of smiles, laughter and stress.
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This is my story. This blog is intended to help you. I pray as you read each post, that you learn from me or laugh at me, or discover that your life is intended to be great too.
But to be great you have to fail.
I am always going to be honest, brutality honest. I will step out of my comfort zone and share my fears and my failures. My struggles that I cant overcome, and the things I learn along the way. I will “tell all” and pray you can learn from me and learn how to grow and be closer to God too.
My Heart:
I am a people pleaser. I want everyone happy and will put myself last to accomplish this. This is bad because I will never make everyone happy. I will always stress myself out trying to accomplish the impossible. I have a hard time saying no, except to my husband. So i get myself overloaded, and create conflict in my marriage. I hate conflict, I avoid it like a plague. Which makes me stuff everything inside until I explode and come unglued. This hurts my relationships in my life, making me always feel like I have no friends. I spend everyday as a stay at home mom with my son. I am always confused about being a mom, and feel like I’m always failing.
But, I am a child of God. I am loved by my heavenly father. I am always growing closer to him and bettering myself in the process. I am nowhere near where I need to be but I am blessed.
“For I know the plans I have for you”, declares the Lord,” They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a hope and a future.” ~Jeremiah 29:11