Abnormal Vamp

i am a fighter for what i want and what i believe in... i deal wit no negativity that misery brings from ppl and try 2 put it on me. i am my own leader and i will not follow no1 for any reason I AM A VERY DIFFERENT AND UNIQUE woMAN, I seen alot, been through alot, and i have learned alot. the young me growing up just wanted 2 be loved and be friend all that i knew, but was rejected by many as i was different. The same ppl that gave me these treatments made me sooooooooo much strong as i walked through this world u can say alone. Fights after fights, bullshit on bullshit just made me see that people really did and do what they did cause of the peer pressure they was around cause it was FUN!!!!! lol for you it was. I thank them alot cause now it made me appreciate what friendship REAL friendship is and what it suppose 2 be if i was like them then i would be a bitch and lonely. I DONT REGRET anybody that came across my path for it was 2 happen for a reason and that reason was such a hard time but, at the same time... it was a time i wouldnt have any other way. I was always a fighter and yeah in everyway u can think lol but as i started 2 grow and see that people in this world are curel, disrepectful, crazy, have adhd, bi polor, u name it but i didnt understand that then so i REACTED in sooooo many ways. my life now i have 3 WONDERFUL kids that i love wit all heart and soul, and they TAMED me alot as a woman, and a MOTHER, i am gay as well and have a heart of gold, i believe in what done 2 others will be done 2 u i dont have 2 fight anymore i use my words and they are ever SO POWERFUL i had alot of transformations happen 2 me that i dont believe. i am such a positive person on many levels, as i try 2 keep the world at ease and at peace with these words. i am help people in many ways and they APPRECIATE all i do for them. i love my friends yes you see that word F R I E N D S some of u dont know what that is or mean.... NEVER DID but we all must for give and forget cause who am i 2 judge YOU? so i just live my life and all that is in my world, the gay community knows me WELL and they know and see and feel my heart as well as my PAIN i hide nothing from nobody i am a soul seeker i seek for beauty inside before the outside . i am goin 2 end this now with this...................... PPL BECARFUL OF WHO YOU JUDGE IN LIFE, TREAT, FUCK OVER, DOWN TALK, ETC WHATEVER IT IS U NAME IT..... cause that same person maybe that 1 2 have 2 save your life 1 day, help you through a hard time, lend u something 2 get u by through a hard time. BOOKS are easy 2 pick up, but when u look at the actual cover u may put it down and never bother with it again and NOT KNOWING how useful that is couldve been 2 you or someone you may know. I LOVE U ALL AND NOW I HAVE SPOKE MY PEACE