Lyndso Dougan

well erhm yeah my names lyndsey dougan, but some people call me lyndso or lynds. im only sixteen, i wish i was seven again best days of my life, but heyhoe lifes life! i live in sunny scotland, but i wanna live in new york, its the place where you dreams come true, right?.music is my life, my world, my friend, youmeatsix are my faveee! they have saved and made me who i am!, oh and i do selfharm, at times cos i dont trust people with my problems so i take it out on myself! im not popular, i have one bestestfriend more like a sister and shes all i need, one true friend is better than 10 fake ones! i get taken for granted by a few folk but i cant face them incase i lose them but im still happy. im still inlove with the boy ive loved for the past three year. yeah e dont go out anymore but i do love him! i hope one day i get him back! he's just so PERFECT! he has no idea how much i miss and love him! ohh and i live for bright colours people are just to dull!, im also selfconsious, i hate my body! i wouldnt class myself as gorgeous or beautiful no matter who tells me i am! i'd say i was just pretty. ohh and im a little moster, i look upto lady gaga shes my hero! shes the reason im myself! shes showed me its okay to be different! and different is what i am! its boring being like everyone else! i like to have bright hair and i have a few peircings haha! and i dont like sleeping alone! and i dont care what anyone thinks of me! but one thing i hate being called is a slag ect! im not one!!! bulling is what i hate! had it all my childhood! my life is just starting to get better! lost the best man ever last year! my grandad! he is my world! im doing everything i can to make him proud!! i really dont know what to say now!