Manish Pandey

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.I love the fool in me the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and NEVER cries..Yeah…But I’m good at it because it’s being myself and that's what counts. I live for experiences, in quest to learn things, yonder different things relevant or irrelevant to life I live for living well, and that is all I want from life. I think, feel, analyze, absorb, criticize or appreciate... but whatever i do it keeps on piling up in my head! this is the exact reason why i made this I ll sanctuary for my voracious mind let my thoughts loose. I'm not as excited as i used to be......instead I'm retrospective.Things I was to achieve before turning 27, things that I didn't...I didn't find the dream job I had in my head.I didn't get to travel to the places I wanted to go.I didn't find the one 'true' love of my life.I didn't find my 'determined, sensible and mature' self.But the only thing I'm glad I didn't find is ...When I look back to my small, small life of 27yrs... I see happiness, love, friends, family, accomplishments... small and big..... and most importantly, HOPE (tonnes of it!).