sushant abraham

This is an edited version of myself. After over a decade I am revisiting. The failure to delete this account made me think to bring a more refined perspective I had asked an early teen.

The best part to undertake this is, the expression and conviction I possessed at the young age. The vigor of youth stood out so magnanimous, I was simply put to silence. So here it goes.

"Well, I am a drummer. That's my identity . Besides that I am a student of literature. My interests are in music, sketching, photography.. & I do not know what else could be there that doesn't fascinate me. I am curently undergoing a training session, something that I myself am leading for my personal growth which is to..to learn to control the steering wheel of life. Because it's upto us, the need to learn how to drive this vehicular machine we call life!! Right?

I believe in Jesus & him only. I have my deepest connection to have such hardened conviction about him. I certainly have experienced him, how well He works, & takes care of us.

Like I mentioned, I am a drummer. People around me, do take me for a juvenile boy. I take it, 100 per cent.

But there's always one thing at the end of the dayI remind myself. It's not me that is making any difference but it's HIS grace & mercy on me which makes me what I am. I have been a miracle wonder for people who have known me personally from my infant days. Yet I have also been dealt as if I am a perfectly normal kid. Imagine a boy who was on verge of death in his mother's womb, ultimately got a gift of life. Doctors doubted whether he could walk or write, or would he be normal at all. Watching over the conditions at that moment even my parents believed that it might be difficult. In some way, impossible for me to be capable of performing my daily routine in a normal sense.

What I have been rambling on & about is that There is a God. A God who I believe is the creator. And for each of his creation He has a purpose. And for whom nothing is impossible. Infact he surprises me with the achievements I have accomplished. It's been 20 years and i'm perfectly under his guidance and leading a blissful life. After having gone though the spoken challenges these words remain like a tiny, almost who cares like sentiments & dialogues spoken by a mortal body which has no hold of the breath that goes in & out.

This is me. Your beloved.

God Bless."