Moonlight Fairie

Merry meet! I want to scatter a little ✨Fairy Dust✨around, because it will make anyone smile. If there's anything in life that I love to do, that's it; To Make Someone Smile😍. You are probably asking, why does she say that? Well heels what I think. If I make a person smile, no matter the mood that they may be in at the present moment, that means I made them happy. Even if that smiling feeling only lasts for a moment, ATLEAST I had one positive impact in their life that took anything in their mind and heart that may have been worrying, frustrating, hurting, angry at, lost feeling, etc... anything they may have been feeling was for that moment forgotten because of something that I said, done, gave, etc... So that alone makes my heart warm. To know the simple fact that I made that person smile, I took away any negative feeling that they was feeling at hat moment away and turned it into a happy-positive feeling. Even if only for a moment!!!. My no to is and begins with 1great big L on one side, and going down in this order it's written:Love💞Laugh😍 &Live💫 Life💯🌖🌕🌔💬-💡this🔒+🔑=🔓=🚪to🌱-🌿-🍀+💖-💋+💰in the🔮in your🌍=happiness
🌖🌑🌘I hope you All get what I'm saying with those little pictures up there. If you don't quite get it Its only saying:"My thought is my motto is the key to unlock the lock to the door to open up luck, love, prosperity, etc... in your future in your world equals happiness for all!"Only if that makes since, I hope lol!I'm just saying. I like to make people smile and if we all did that once a day, every person on our Mother Earth, then there may not be so much dispare, anguish, hate, depression, etc... I know all too well that times are hard. I'm not in the best of situations in my life right now either, but I'm trying to keep my head up although there are days I feel like I absolutely do not want to even try. Yes, I even get those bad voices in my head that even ask me Why, what's the point? But then I try to read and learn and meditate. I spend most nights crying myself to sleep, and a lot of days when I'm alone crying as well. But I feel like I'm not living the life I truly want to. And I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place, all.most like it feels that no matter what decision I make, what direction I move, I'm not going to be any better off than one from the other. Does anyone else here feel like that?I'm not going to blog about what my life has been about and what it's about right now, it's multiple stories in itself. Lets just say that I have not had an easy life, but I do realize that there are others that have had it worse and still are. And I try to keep that in mind. But it doesn't make your own situations any better, Yahoo know? But yeah. Anyway, I'm on my path and following my heart as far as my spirituality goes. And I'm still quite new to it. I have been drawn to the occult practices since a little girl. I messed up as a Witch almost every Halloween, and I was made to go to church, but the things being preached never made since to me at all and I just felt like they were so false. But I was always too scared of what others thought and being pushed out of my family, though later in life I learned that my family would push me away anyway. So needless to say I do not communicate with my family, not one of them. My children have grandparents that don't care. It hurts but it's true. But it wasn't till I turned 32 that I decided to say, Yahoo know what I'm going to do what I want, believe what I believe, study what I study, and whoever doesn't like it can do just like my family did. So I got my first book from Amazon called "Do You Want To Be A Witch" written by Edain McCoy. Don't criticize the spelling I may be wrong. But at the end of the book it asks "Do you still want to be a Witch?" And I haven't stopped studying since:))) It makes me happy and something finally feels right and makes more sense o me now. I just turned 35 on October 8, 2015. So like I said I'm still new and I've noticed that solitary is rather hard when your beginning out and knowing absolutely nothing about anything. But that book gave me the foundation to start on since it was not geared towards a particular belief, though the writer has been a Wiccan for many many years now. It simply laid out the foundation for being a Witch and what spirituality was going to be like and how you was supposed to lead your life. I guess that's how to describe it!! It I'm looking for like minded individuals to just communicate with and maybe learn from here and there. I live in a very tiny town in North Carolina, USA. And people like me are not looked upon with kind eyes. So I have yet to find one person to just study with, talk to, practice with, anything. I would love to have someone to do these things with. I live on a lot of wooded land and have many places to go and just be, but no one to enjoy an share it with. I would love to get another and build a big non fire and dance around on a Full Moon night a