Miaorin Morteva

[As a dark person, I love Angelic stuff]

Seraphim, Paladins, Angels; I've spent my life trying to move toward the light since I was born into a shit childhood, with a whole lot of unbelievable shit experiences since. Those symbols represent conviction, mercy, discipline, and hope. Maybe opposites really do attract. It's no coincidence that the people closest to me are some of the kindest, most compassionate people I've ever known. But yeah, dark isn't a trend to me, it's been my life thus far.

[I'm career, not a trend - life is a bitch]

37/F - I look damn good for my age right?
#Russian

Proud millennial. We built online social culture before it became obsessed with agenda cringe bullshit.

I'm Mia; a blunt, morbid unhinged OG 90s goth with very little patience for fake people; especially the “goth girl” trend currently going around lately. Bitches get the wrong drink at Starbucks and act all depressed and emo swearing god and shit acting like they know pain; or worse, they act happy for social media views. True goths fucking hate the world and we do so without the need to get professional tats in a shop or go crazy buying black eye liner. Real tats are earned. Real black eyes are lessons learned.

Fuck trends. Fuck bigotry. Fuck these brainless Gen Z toxic fuckboys that think slamming someone at every corner makes them look cool. Back then you got fucked up for that.

Most people judge before they understand why someone is the way they are, someone legit rather than acting with a front. Life dealt me a rough hand, and it left its marks, but I am who I am and I refuse to be fake in order for masses to welcome or love me.

The people who stick around know there's a fiercely loyal, loving person underneath it all. The walls aren't there to keep everyone out; they're there because the world taught me to build them.

I'm neither social or political. In 100 years, nobody will even know of your existence or the shit you did. I'm simply going to do me and enjoy what life I have for me. Because I miss being a happy, loving person whom used to light rooms with my smile. Now that I have the wisdom from enduring so much fucked up shit, I'm sure of myself that nothing now can knock me down beyond where I've already been.

[Do you qualify as friend material?]

I value deep quality connections. I'm usually quiet around new people for a few reasons; one of which they couldn't handle me and another being it's wasted energy since they're temporary anyway.

I'm not here to be someone's curiosity, unpaid therapist, or social experiment. I'm not interested in endless interrogations, low-effort conversations, or feeding the empty amusement of trolls.

But if you're exhausted by fake friends, disposable connections, two-faced fucktards that shit behind your back, and those whom wear masks; then add me and be yourself because I don't judge unless you're just a garbage ass human being. Tell me you drink blood and fucked your dead cousin, idgaf. Just let people be them until it fucks with you.

[LF Gaming Friends]

I love BDO, Swtor, Fo76, ESO, WoW, and NMS. If you'd like to play with someone both chill and fun as fuck. My discord is Morteva. DO NOT ADD ME IF YOU WON'T JOIN MY GUILD OR PLAY WITH ME! I'm not here for endless texting and fuck flirting.

[Competitive Gaming Career]
I was top 5000 in Rs2 back in 2004. I was 12 yrs old running a 50member clan. I knew Zezima.

I unlocked Jedi in preCU SWG, I played through the NGE until the last day. I'm the only Elder that prefers the NGE. I ran a 500member PA. We ran multiple raid teams.

I raid led and GMd a 25member guild in SWTOR from pre-access 2011 until March 2014. My guild was top 3 raid teams from Rubat Crystal → Ebon Hawk → Starforge. The 3.0 “end-game killer” favoring RPers is why we stopped.

I was top .8% in Solo Shuffle arena and top 1% in M+ through seasons TWW S2 to S3 in WoW. I did my 17s in Midnight before quitting that toxic tryhard shitfest it has become.

Now I'm enjoying the fuck out of BDO. I mastered two grindy MMOs, BDO is right up my alley. Plus people are way more chill.

[IRL]
I'm sweet, loving, and usually keep to myself. I don't disrespect anyone unless they come for me first. Push me hard enough, though, and you'll meet a side of me I'd rather keep buried. In person, I'm surprisingly laid-back. Most people end up loving my energy. If that seems contradictory, you're probably taking this page too literally instead of reading between the lines.

[and a final fuck you]
Let me be extremely blunt here: Everyone is a piece of shit in their own way, legit nobody is perfect and those whom judge deserve a bullet. Judge my shit, let's see you write a page about how fucked up you are, the fucked up things you've done. Exactly. You haven't the balls bitch and that already gives me a win up on you.