My Name is Carmen Murillo and at the age of 17 i gave my life up to Christ i realized that the way i was living & the choices i was making were not the best ones it got to the point where i dreaded life,but then i finally said you know what carmen no stop so i got on my knees and just prayed to god to please take this burden of mine away and day by day i would give my heart my saddness to him and now I am full of purpose &so positive that i can't take it I now know that god Doesn't look for perfection because he knows our condition but still LOVES us with a Great & intense love &thats why we as one are able to love because he loved us First(:..so as i said it feels my heart with joy to know that the holy spirit doesn't look for perfection but looks for a willing heart someone who is passionate & willing .. I love the new me god has created full of hope full of love i know as i walk through life there will be some storms along the way but that doesn't mean its the end it just means new strength is being created my faith is being brought to another higher level because God has total control of his children lives because once we declare him our lord and savior we are his and nothing will get in the way of us being with our father & with god on our side who can hurt us or move us from his purpose and will .. no matter how hard the process is God always answers but along the way he forms us into who we are supposed to be Just have patience (: so Now i am 19 and on my way to Fulling the purpose God has created for me My wish is to help children know the love of christ at a young age and how to live a Happy life free of burdens of this world and day by day i look forward to the great things he has instore for me and his transformations he will do(: I AM NOT PERFECT yet My Heavenly ABBA FATHER LOVES ME(: i leave this message to all who may read my page..WE all have a past we all have things we really regret doing,but no one is too lost that the lord can not save there is hope for all in Gods arms..god has given us the gift of salvation & forgiveness let us forgive to be forgiven let us hand our past our burdens to god so we can step into that new chapter he wants to put us in let go and let god do his job Because when you declare God your savior your past is forgiven & you are made new give your heart day by day to him despite how you feel you will not regret declaring god your savior TRUST ME(: