This is a bad part of my life my dad died my mom moved right on and I just got clean my babies daddy in prison i am doin what I dont want to do and that is dance at a strip the only thing is u dont get naked but close enough i hate it i am just doin it so my kids have X-mas and my son b-day aftr that i cant do it it seems like i'm a whoe and im not. im wit this boy Kyle i hope everything works out wit us i am older and im scared he might leave oneday if so i dont know what i will do cuz i am scared too lose him!I hate our old life me and my kids. I had too just want everything to change! It started all when my dad died sept. 05,2010 thats why i cant stop wantin to do right for my babies and Kyle dancein isn't the best job but its leagualy not stuff to get in troblem. i want my babies i want to be that full time mommy. I want Kyle to be the man of my kids and me forever and always! I'm so scared when my kids father comes home from prison so i hope my man is ready for all the bull shit wit me and my kids father i hope you are ready to be there dad cuz he is a part time father well i love my dad R.I.P. i love my kids i love my baby Kyle and my bro(Bear) and sis(Corina).