Nazeelah Noorjahan
I am many things being a multidimensional being. I am a teacher, messenger, shaman, metaphysician, lightworker, earth angel and so are you. None of these titles or labels means anything for they would only limit me. I only mention them for the purpose of providing a symbol of the emphasis of teaching/learning that comes through me.
At a very young age the promise of purpose haunted me. I felt out of place at home, at school or whatever I went and especially in my earthly family did I feel like a misfit. I say earthly family because I am certain that I have family that does not originate with earth but with the universal love family and that family is spirit or my soul family.
As time went on my attempts to fit in with society through secular work and societal living became futile. The longer I stayed in uninteresting jobs or unfilled relationships the more I became restless. When I became restless things had to change in order for my inner being to rest. So I stopped trying to fit in, I stopped trying to 'do' for the sake of getting something from my doing. I stopped looking for love outside of myself. Within this decision I opened a door and spirit entered in. Since that time in 2002 I began to receive inner initiations on different levels into deep esoteric teachings.
From those teachings from the voice that was guiding me from within, I began to unravel all the belief systems that had entangled me from social conditionings, fundamental religion, cultural beliefs and all that did not serve my journey came into the light for examination and release. It took years for this process to unfold but I could not turn back once the teachings took root in my soul.
Along the way my inner guidance led me to great teachers such as my children, children in general, nature, and the powerful harmonious experience of music, dance, and the vibrational energy of colors but my greatest teacher was my relationship with my beloved. He was sent to prepare me for a deeper and holier relationship that would mark the beginning of a whole new way of perceiving life, God, Christ, and others, creating a new chapter for a new way of my being in the world.
We all have a role and each of our roles is unique. No one is here to mimic no one for each of us is a beautiful thread in the tapestry we call life. Without our unique colorful thread the picture of perfect peace cannot be completed. Collectively, that is our goal.