My name is Christina. I'm married to my wonderful husband and have one angel watching over us, Joshua, our firstborn. This blog is about my journey through stillbirth and pregnancy after loss.

After a very happy and healthy 9 months, I went into labor. Anxiously awaiting our new arrival, my husband and I couldn't contain our excitement. I had a smooth labor, but somewhere between that last push and the outside world, our son died.

Happily and nervously, I am pregnant again, just 5 months after losing our firstborn. I'm praying for a smooth pregnancy and the opportunity to bring our baby home!

I don't claim to be a writer. I don't claim to be creative. I'm writing this blog as healing for myself and if anyone finds healing through this as well, that's just a bonus!

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