Niyas Rahuman

I am very simple, understanding, loving,caring, supportive, fun loving, nature oriented and God fearing person. I love to travel, long drives, to know different cultures, art, paintings, tradition, antiques, explore new destinations , love to be with nature, adventure activities and try out different cuisine. For the past 7 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself, 'If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?' And whenever the answer has been 'No' for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something in my future life. I have feelings too. I am still human. All I want is to be loved, for myself and for my talent.
But still i have this ? If I am not for myself, who will be for me? If I am not for others, what am I? And if not now, when?