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Who am I? The repetitive questions and essays about my character and personality bug me because how can I explain an amorphous concept of an ever-changing subject?

According to the Myers-Briggs test, I am an INFJ. Sometimes I am an ENFJ. I presume it varies, depending upon the day or my mood. Regardless, INFJs and ENFJs are similar. INFJs typically are characterized as caring and compassionate, and they’re easygoing, but perfectionists. INFJs tend to be more introverted, but ENFJs are extroverted and tend to project their energy.

According to my Zodiac signs, my sun is in Pisces, moon is in Capricorn, and rising in Leo. This means that as an individual I'm artistic and intuitive. While my inner self, on the other hand, is cool, calculating, and strategic. Lastly my rising describes how people first perceive me: as a strong mannered and charismatic person.

I cannot help but look at both in defining who I am. I’ve taken multiple personality tests in the hopes of having a set answer of who I am because it feels more efficient and easier to understand. However I cannot help but feel weary of these tests as well. I personally have fewer qualms with the Myers-Briggs Test, as it can change through age and retakes, but zodiac signs make me feel wearier because they claim to know how to define my character and are set. They cannot change, which would suggest that my character is definite. It has limits. Yet to say that I am not changing would strip me of my identity because as someone transitioning into adulthood and experiencing life, I am constantly changing.