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---WIll do anything to help cancer patients--

My uncle, my life, my heart has passed away on aug 2 2011 .. hard to forget him when you lived with him all your life. He was the head of my family. a true sweetheart. Loved his 3 babies. just wanted to live to see his kids grow up... he loved my mother alot.. his sister.. his last words about my mother were " i love my sister. she was really my bestest friend" i will never forget the day when he first got admitted to the hospital in upper long island. I was in canada that day but once i found out MY LIFE was in the hospital i booked the next flight to new york. I didnt sleep all night till i got a chance to get in the car with my mom to see him at the hospital . i slept behind the hospital door from 5 am to 8 am .. i couldnt believe he had cancer... it wasnt just cancer .. it was Brain cancer.. stage 4 ( gliblastoma). He had the worst tumor. Aggressive as hell. He knew he was going to die because he never told anyone he had a tumor in his brain. he didnt want to worry anyone. he would just speak about what his dreams were. I will never forget the minute i held his hand. it was march 22nd , 8 : 44 am. He acted like nothing was wrong when i saw him lying down on the hospital bed. His mouth was kinda slannted. i found out it was like that because his tumor was on the right side of his head and putting pressure on the left side of his face.. every move he made i would just cry. He would have a hard time getting on his two feet. I couldnt believe what i was seeing. i wanted to kill myself at that point. no one understands how im feeling inside.. its the worst feeling ever.. its like i dont even have a heart anymore because its gone now. Hes gone and will never comeback. i see him in my dreams ever since the day he passed away. I would spend 30 hours straight with him at the hospital just to take care of him. It was sad how his family would watch him sleep and wakeup but he couldnt see nor speak because he had a tube of lifesupport inserted in his throat. He couldnt see because as the tumor spreaded.. his vision was impaired. He wasnt an uncle to me. He was my life. RIP th