One Lost Dreamer

Hi, you can't call me with any name. I am no one here. I am just a random girl who speaks my loud mind here. May people may not read my blogs, I know because my blogs are too cheesy, they're not that girly but I can say I write too emotional things.

I am a teenager. And yes, in my age, I have lots of issues about my self. You can say insecurities, and anything. But only I whho knows what I am going to write. They can be too random, or just a steady emotional essays about what I am going through about my life. And you know what? Even though I can write a lot about my life and myself in every of my blogs, no one will ever know who am I and I think that's the reason why I am on this deal.

I like writing. And I can say that people who say they know me knows that writing is my field. I like writing, and it's obviously also one of the reason why I am here. When I write, my brain is turing into its finest. It's like I automatically think of things to write whenever I start holding on a pen and a paper, or even here on a desktop. I can type as fast as I can. Probably because I have the loudest mind as one can think. But outside, I am a quiet girl. People will first conceive that I am a creepy girl, but I know I am friendly. All my life in school, I gain awesome friends (or not as awesome at all, I may say).

I am on college. That's all. I may be on my first year, second, third or a graduating student, and no one will ever know. I won't let that.

People may think that this is stupid. I have this blog. And having a blog means showing the world who you are, inside and outside; detailed. But that's not how I work. Why on earth will I ever tell my identity here when I post blogs about things that hurts me. People may think I am crazy and all, it is okay because I know I am not. It is just this is how I work. It's up to people if how will they aborb how I work things around.

Honestly, I don't even care if someone will spend time on my blog to read my dramas in life. I am just speaking my mind so that I won't anymore keep them in. So, more or less, having readers for me is not compulsary.

What else... Uhh...

I am the kind of girl who hides a lot of feelings. Read my blog about it or whatever. I don't even think that someone will take time to read up to this line. I don't care at all. I just want to do this because I think I have to.