I'm a terrible person but I'm extremely blessed. I deserve none of the love or the gifts I have recieved. I can take no credit for the good that people might see in me. I can with 100% confidence that I love my life and I'm so greatful for my family.

I stress out about why there is suffering and evil in a beautiful world, but lack of knowledge is what makes faith real. This sounds strange, but the foundation of faith is rooted in the word, and is backed up by history. Not even one person can answer the question of where evil came from, therefore no one can find peace. That's what sets Christianity apart from any other religion, we can find peace in the unknown because God is sovereign and works for the good of those who love him. He's the only reason that amidst my numerous sins and questioning, I can find true peace.