sebastian

virgo/infj (pretty close to the same thing) - i'm a pretty stereotypical virgo, and even moreso when im balanced out on my meds enough not to be butting heads so much with reality, and can actually make peace with the earth sign i am naturally

i am also a libra moon, and a leo rising. astrology is something that is extremely important to me and i use it a lot in my character development process.

the only things i really like talking about are characters/things pertaining to them or mental health/things regarding it or things wrong with the system

i do bring up my mental health issues often as a result of my mental health issues, and if you have enough of a problem with it that you feel the need to vague post about me then i'm going to need to ask you to unfollow me right now (it is unsafe for me for you to vague me) if you need any of my mental health information, i'd be happy to share it with you including diagnostic information (ages i was diagnosed, ect.) and prescription medication (current medications, medications i've been on, experiences with medication), and inpatient experiences

the names of the OCs i'd be happy to go on for hours about are as follows (in no particular order, except for the first of course):
craig
dylan
phoebe
elijah
emmanuel
erin

cassie
blaize
jake

if it bothers you that i am constantly talking about the same things over and over again, please unfollow me instead of vaguing me. talking about my characters and mental health is extremely important to me as well as something i find very difficult to stop doing/do not even want to do and if you don't like it we probably shouldn't even be friends in the first place.

some words i really relate to/resonate with are:

*simulation
*atrocious
*amorphous
*inconsistent
*disorganized
*lack
*disturb
*nausea
*compulsive
*urgent
*disconcerting
*sensation
*density
*pressure
*misinformation
*repetitive
*overstimulate
*skepicism
*nihilism (2. extreme skepticism maintaining that nothing in the world has a real existence)
*limbo

WARNING: i forget to (tag?)/i post unreality and paranoia mention a lot without really thinking about it because of the things i experience/i also forget to tag a lot of other things - just ask me to