Phelicia Alert

I have wondered in many ways, how far behind I am in life. I feel broken and jaded most times and spend a lot of time day dreaming about being brilliant, beautiful, and overly loved by some handsome, brilliant man who only sees me. I would say I spend equal amounts of time living in both worlds. I have been this way since I was about eight or nine years old. Of course, it could have been before that. I realized a couple of years ago that my constant day dreaming is a tool for the Law of Attraction and I have misused it all these years. I continue to misuse it. I wanted to create a place for me to do a journal, time line, rememberance, etc. just a place for me to go to when I feel dark, when I feel jaded. I need to express myself or I will implode. I am here.