Ravi Sher Sandhu

My name is Ravisher singh.
I am 18 yrs old.
I practice Sikhism which one of the many religions in India.I speak both Punjabi and English at home.I can be very talkative once I start to become comfortable with my surroundings.Something to get me irritated is when people just keep on repeating the same things over and over again.It gets me annoyed.I believe in God, I guess, but I believe in myself more. I don't pray.I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life. Does that make me normal? Does that make me like everyone else? Does it matter?

I believe in love at first sight, though I've never experienced it. I believe in soul mates, but I don't believe we will all eventually find ours. I believe that there is happiness even without them, there is love without them. I believe that karma is a real thing. What we do, who we hurt; it all comes back to us. What we put out there is what we receive. I believe in magic, every single bit of it. It's a world I may never explore, but dream of every night. I believe Disney movies hold the key to life. They hold every answer, if we only took the time to look. We can learn more from that talking crab in the Little Mermaid than we ever could in this corrupted world. And more than anything I believe in happy endings. I don't believe in hate. I have never felt it. Now strong dislike, monumental annoyance, and steaming anger I have felt, but never hate. Hate is a strong word, and though I will use it often, I can honestly say I have never hated a single person in my life.I'm a writer and a dreamer. That's how I escape. I like to figure things out. I like answers, but I like when there is no answer more..