randy schanafelt

Well, lets see! I am 51 years old broke - busted - and discussed. Did better than 15 years in prison for DUI and drugs charges not somrthing that i am proud of, but what is-is and you know what there ain,t a damm thing i can do about it, but learn from it and point my past in the right direction. Any change that goes on in my life i have to make it happen, but everything happens for a reason. Growing up i was your average kid loved baseball and my bike and thought i would play pro ball but all that changed when dad moved us to oklahoma at 14 and i was really pissed off about it and stayed that way for a few years until i was nineteen years old married with our beauitful daughter amber that is when i changed my veiws about life and why we are really here and where we really go when we die. You see if dad would have never got into troulble and left the state we were in and then moved us down here to oklahoma i would not have had amber my other beauitful daughter brooke nor my son RJ and i might have been a big baseball star my dream as a kid, Point is this! that we want to beleive that we are in charge of our future and in some ways we are but it only takes the act of someone or something that may or may not be pre planned by your higher power or God ot that 4 letter word fate you are never in full control of your life nor will you ever be so be thankful that you have what you have even though it is nothing because not really knowing is nothing or maybe we don,t want to know because knowing might just be a real bummer do you pick up on what i am putting down