reckless :: :: wise

my life is changing so rapidly. and i don't know how to stop it. and i don't think that i want to. i am sorry to those that i may have hurt, and those that i have hurt, by not staying in touch. i promise that i care. that part of me has not changed, nor will it.

I work most days, two jobs, a day off here or there. if i am not working then i am most likely working on music (still working). I am not sure how to make time for all of the people that I care about. If you are at the brink of walking away from our relationship because it seems like you are the one putting in all the effort, then you are well in your right to do so, but i urge you to stay. this season of my life has been one most challenging, and most rewarding.

"I walked into the pit for no glorious reason, but because I am foolish. Now I must find the strength to pull myself out of the mire I created. I've got find the strenth to pull this off or I die.

Ready. Set. Go.

Year of Self Improvement. This is gonna suck, and probably hurt, but it's unparaleled in worth. I'm absolutely fucking terrified. Fuck why did I do this lol." from my black book (BB) 9-7-2012

"this was supposed to be my journal of destructive youth, but instead, you get the journal of healing from it, or dying from it." - (BB) 9-7-2012