Fearless and scared

I sometimes think to my self I just want to escape from it all! But where can I go with not alot of money? I have fear that holds me back but I need to get over it before I get too old and I will not have the strength to travel.

I m thinking about.........what if I open my own Barista Cafe? Rewarding also I will put in alot of hours. I want to feel fulfilled in what I am doing, I do not want too feel useless. Time is not on my side, Its now to make my move:)