Greetings. Ryan's the name, boredom's my game! I basically only made this page because I'm bored, so yeah... here's a little bit about me.

My name is Ryan Girard and my life has been pretty crazy up till this point, but atm it's fairly boring and not really too eventful. To sum up my past without going into TOO much crazy detail, my mom was stuck in a hellish relationship with a mentally and physically abusive drug addict for a very long time. She even had 5 children with that maniac. It may seem like a stupid move to leave him as late as she did, but she was actually really smart about it. She waited for him to take it juuuust far enough so that we (her kids) don't have to see or visit him at all. Fast forward to now (around 3 - 5 years later, I don't remember exactly), and she is now happily married. Although there are still some... complications with our current stage of life and family, I will say with 100% certainty that our lives are a million times better than before. But enough about my messy past, let's get into actually writing about me and who I am. For starters, I have crazy anxiety and I frequently find myself twitching my leg uncontrollably out of stress, and I get worried about things very easily. I also have a habbit of biting my hair for some reason. I get really clingly and I rant a lot to the point of even pushing people away. I feel really really lucky to have the friends I do. I don't think i deserve them tbh. I spend most of my life in front of some sort of screen, either playing video games, watching movies, watching youtube, watching anime, or just chilling and listening to music. My favorite game of all time is easily Final Fantasy 7, it's honestly a 10/10 for me. My favorite movie changes quite often, but at the moment, I'd have to say it's Scott Pilgrim vs The World (with The Lord of the Rings: Return of the King coming at a CLOSE second). I've found this year that I'm very into musicals, and my three favorites (in no particular order) are Hamilton, Heathers, and Dear Evan Hanson. My favorite anime without a doubt is Death Note, although the second arc is kinda trash tbh. I'm very conflicted about art. I used to be really passionate and determined to become like a god or something, but I really haven't improved much at all in the years I've drawn. In my eyes, I have zero potential, and I'm VERY close to quitting all together. I'm currently struggling to find a purpose or meaning in life, and I have a friend named Cum.