Samuel

Story of Samuel ( s4mmy#2144 )

1 - I'm thinking of not talking nor joining any voice call on Discord because of how insecure I am of my voice (will for close people).

2 - I'm not going to read any dm that isn't important nor serious in any way, shape, or form unless its from close people I know.

3 - I'm not okay at all even when I say I'm “good” when you ask me “hru”. Two people played me so far and I left one of my exes I really miss now beacause I was manipulated by one of my exes.

4 - I am 15 years old in 10th grade and I promise you I'm not lying. I just haven't hitten puberty yet and thats the reason why I sound so young at my age (main reason for #1).

5 - I am depressed, sleep deprived, and on medicine to keep me alive. I'm on Discord, Roblox, TikTok, and YouTube 24/7 and I have a porn addiction (trying to get ride of it)

Sorry if you didn't want to read this, but I just can't keep it all private and bottle it up to the point where I think of just killing myself with no hesitation. I'm trying my best to get better after what happened in less then a year, and trying my hardest to feel happy.

Big thanks you Ally, Autumn, Car, Noza, and Lottie. They truly helped me throughout this year so thank you <3.