Shashank Kumar

"IT REALLY FEELS GOOD TO BE CHILD AGAIN" SHASHANK KUMAR ya thats my name. ihave made a lot of friends. and i think it is necessary for my friends to know me. so i am presenting a small autobiography. And i swear every word of it is a complete truth.. you r free to further deduce. 25th of december cold christmas night in a small town of Bihar was born a boy to a small family which was struggling to start living in a small town of madhepura. madhepura is a very small town having 2 small hospitals. i was born in one of them. lets go little ahead in the path of time as i dont want it to become very long. during childhood my mam used to take me to school with her. As i remember i have been very fearful from very start. my hands starts shaking on every occasion of high stress situation. brought up by a very large family of more than 20 uncle buas grand parents etc all residing at same place. so the life was full of love and i learnt most basic lessons which govern me from here. i can quote many examples of selfless love from here. next big thing was coming to ranchi in a boarding school in class 6th. As i remember 1st few days i used to just cry and answer every question weather the question is of class 7 or 8. Next few months less crying more studying. now the main test has started i was in a entirely different world which was full of evils, without knowing its rule and full of weapons but unknown of the way to use it. this leaded to downfall of my character. a person who could never lie has began lieing, a person who didnt knew the meaning of proud was unknowingly showing some signs. my brain needed something to think upon and because of a little improper guidance i couldnt focus it in right direction. so,, Then came friends enemies hatred love which all together made me ruin everything or anything good left in me. There is one thing that i really like about me is, i am a very good fighter. i think on a problem untill it is solved. this very attitude of mine put me into loops of a problems thats wasted only thing that wasnt wasted in me till now, my time... but things changed then again came friends love and i fought back, its true i was little late but its better late than never. now what i am feeling right now is simply amazing, it feels as if i have just started the 2nd paragraph again only difference is i have more weapons, more shield and i know exactly when and where to use them.. i think family, friends, truth, love, respect, discipline are the words which are needed for the best life.. words like hatred enemy jealous ego proudness are words that bring someone down.. wishing myself best ahead i wd like to thank with name to people who taught me so much that helped me in the hardest of time... my whole family five characters of a student that my grand parents tought me still echos in my ears and that love they are like beautiful gifts that defines humanities survival on this earth. papa:- optimistic nature, always forgiving mom:- realistic,, every essence of spirituality . rest all tought me different aspects of loving other people, through the way they loved me. my teachers :- from mental mathematics of ARBIND sir to Mechanics of of Kumar gandharwa saxena. how can i forget the risk my teachers took by giving there dreams to me to create a individual a name out of me. bit of phiosophy and english from Binay sir and the intresting jokes of science from Ashok kumar das sir they forms the basis of everything i am. i know i have been a little let down. Dony Breen sir , S.c mandal who brought changes into my habit without even forcing me.. love from teachers like Premlata mam Ranjana Mishra mam worked as a shield in bad time and worked as a guide in good times. i have not been a very good friend,due to my imperfections and lacking but my friends they are just awesome its my friends who taught me A to Z of this society from line marna to thappar khana from lieing to cheating, from helping to giving life to save friend. everything. i missed that i had been little selfish since my childhood thanks to Nikhil and.for removing this quality from me. NOW, ITs true that i carry an impression of my past in my attitude and my behaviour, there may be a bit of anger also. i am sorry to my college friends i cant help it some times or most of the times. but they are just withering away and i will try me best to be a good friend and a very good student. " It really feels good to be child again "