Sarah Hardy

I day-dream way to much. Mostly it's what I would do if I was rich I mean I think it's safe to say we all do it. It makes me depressed because then I remember that I haven't had new clothing in ten months and we cant even afford to eat.

I love animals. If I could, I'd work at a animal shelter or pet store or something. I don't want to become a vet though, that's not really my thing.

When I do picture my future I'm working in the trades like, an interior designer or a landscaper or a electrician. But I would also love to go to culinary school or travel around the world for a magazine. But out of all the things I'd like to do, it would have to be working in the movie industry. From being an actress to crew set up. Or working on set of a television show. It'd make me extremely happy.

My family is rather large, but separated. I live with my dad and younger brother. My mum lives with her fiance and two new babies. I have mixed feelings about that but blah, what am I going to do? I have an older brother also, but I don't really consider him family. His mother kept him away from my dad for ten whole fucking years. It was by chance that I went to the same high school as him entering grade eight we found him.

My younger siblings from my mum and her fiance are really young. Two and One. It kind of makes me sad that when I'm twenty five they'll be ten and eleven. And to make it worse their parents will be fifty three and sixty three.

But I'd happily take one of them I guess, it's not like I know what my future is gonna be like but they are family. My brother Marcus agreed to taking one of them if we needed to.

A lot of people say that grade seven is the worst year of their lives, but for me it was the best. I had amazing friends, we all got a long and I was at the top of the chain. It's easy to feel you matter when you're the oldest in elementry school.

But it all changed, crumbled, when I started high-school, which is grade eight here. I lost my best friend, I gained anxiety and then depression from being ignored by people I thought were my friends. At the end of grade eight, I was left with three true friends.

So I turned to the internet. Joined sites like Tumblr, IMVU, Runescape, and other websites that offered social interaction. It kept me content for a while but now I feel empty and usless. Like, I'm a waste of space. I don't have a job, I'm behind two years in school. Yeah. I'm pretty