MY LIFE IS SOMEWHAT PARTLY CONTROLED BY THE " MENTAL HEALTH SYSTEM" IN BRIDGEND WALES UNITED KIGDOM

WHEN I WAS DIAGNOSED AT AGE 23, I HAD NO IDEA OF LAY HIDDEN FROM ME ON A DARKER SCALE~~ ** STIGMA** IT WAS HEAVY AND BEARED ME DOWN IN ITS LEVEL OF WEIGHT, IT WAS A CLOAK THAT BROUGHT WITH IT.. SHAME IGNORANCE (iGNORANCE EQUALS PREJUDICE)

AND I LOOK AND READ ALL ABOUT THE CHARITIES AND MEDIA COVERAGE OF TAKING THE STIGMA AWAY, AND EMPOERING SURVIVORS IN THE MH SYSTEM...ALL AND NEARLY EVERY MENTAL ILLNESS I OPENLY SPOKEN IN PUBLIC MEDIA AND EVEN MOVIES

SCHIZOPHRENIA IS A WORD THAT IF ASKED TO THE MAJORITY OF OUBKIC OPINION SAY SPLIT MIND DANGEROUS VIOLENT

THE PARAGRAPH BELOW WAS WRITTEN A WHILE BACK, AND NOW , I FEEL IS THE BEST TIME TO OPENLY AND HONESTLY ALLOW IT FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO READ.. AS MY MENTAL HEALTH HAS BEEN SLOWLY GOING DOWNHILL, AND THROUGH LAXK OF INPUT AND RESOURCES OF COMMUNITY TEAM ..MY SUPPORT NETWORK , WAS, TALKED IN A MEETING, WITH MY KNOWLEDGE AND THOUGH THERE WERE NO WRITTEN REPORTS OR VERBAL REPORTS..

MY PSYCHIATRIST WITH HIS HOMOPHOBIC AND UPPER CLASS STATUS ALLOWED HIS HATE AND HOMOPHOBIA, PLAY THE LARGEST AND INFLUENCE ..OVER HIS PROFESSIONAL JOB.. THEY ARE GODS. AND TRUTH IS, IF ANY MENTAL HEALTH PROFFESIONAL WHO TAKES A DILIKE , EVEN THOUGH THERE IS NO CAUSE.. THEY CAN BREAK YOU AND CONTROL A ONCE GOOD QUALITY OF LIFE , TO A BAD AND DESPERATE MIND STATE.. ANYWAY IF YOU WANT TO LEAVE A COMMENT, PLEASE DO.. ANYONE WHO FEELS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE, MAKE INEPT INSIGHT, OR INSULTS .. GO FOR IT.. ITS NOT AS IF ITS GOING TO BOTHER ME, RATHER FEEL PITY FOR PEOPLE WHO BASICALLY PUBLICLY WITHOUT CAREFUL INTRLLECT.. SHOW THEMSELVES AS A SHALLOW, FUCKED UP PERSON WITH NO LIFE

IM TOTALLY AND TRULY UNSURE AND QUITE AFRAID OF WHERE BEST I AM TO BE TAKEN FOR EMERGENCY ASSESSMENT OR TREATMENT IF ANYONE THINKS MY MENTAL STATE IS BEYOND HELP OF ANY PERSONS PRESENT ,

DUE TO MY HISTORY OF BEING DISCRIMINATED AGAINST AND MY RIGHTS AS HUMAN BEING TO BE GIVEN A LEVEL OF CARE EVERYONE IS ENTITLED AND IS SET DOWN AS LEGAL REQUIREMENT OF ANY PERSONS WITH SERIOUS MENTAL ILLNESS ..

MY NEEDS AS SOMEONE WHO AT ONE TIME WAS SUPPORTED IN THE COMMUNITY , SO MY WELL BEING WAS IN GOOD STANDARD AND MY LEVEL OF SUPPORT IN NEEDED AREAS WERE ALL MET..I DID HAVE A TEAM OF COMMUNITY WORKERS THAT INCLUDED SOCIAL WORKER CPMN AND SUPPORT WORKER ON REGULAR WEEKLY BASIS.