hi. im sean. im not your stereotypical american fifteen year old. i enjoy spending most of my time alone, although once in a while, i do enjoy company. im still trying to find my purpose in life, which can be frustrating at times. i enjoy talking about myself because no one really asks me about myself that often... sad, i know. im a christian. photography plays a major role in my life, since it's one of the very few areas in which im talented. i love big words that have crazy meanings. one of my favorite feelings in the whole world is when you find new music and blast it for the next few weeks until you get sick and tired of it. i don't really care about capitalization of words, but improper usage of grammar bothers me very much. i have many secrets that im afraid to tell anyone. i try to put others before myself most of the time. my favorite singer is lorde, since her uniqueness shines. my friends tell me im a good singer. i get bored when people talk, most of the time, unless im über-interested in what they're saying. i laugh at things that aren't supposed to be funny, and i don't laugh at things that are supposed to be funny, ironically. i have major social anxiety. i also have depression. i try not to let my flaws define me. i am very sensitive, no matter how hard i try not to be. im one of those people who can put on a fake smile for the whole day and then go home and completely lose it. i love health-conscious food. i try to be vegan, but sometimes i get those hard-to-get-rid-of cravings that seem to eat away the mind until you give in. i feel that school isn't helping me all that much. homeschool seems ten times more logical to me. ive had one girlfriend in the past, although it was one of those immature middle school relationships that you probably won't remember in ten years. ive had crushes on many different people, but i know i dont stand a chance with them. i find it hard to believe that anyone would be interested in me enough that they would want to spend the rest of their lives with me. i havent had my first kiss yet, which scares me. attraction is a very strange thing to me.

alright, enough babbling on. you can probably tell im a childish socially awkward wallflower who enjoys being alone half the time. if you think this, well, let me tell you... you're correct! but it's what makes me, me.

im sean. im not your stereotypical american fifteen year old.