I start admitting one thing, I'm a mess, totally a disaster. I've always had so much caos in my head that it actually turned out to be the best quality I have. How can it be possible? Easy, I never give anything for granted or even definitive. When you don't know exactly who you are, you look at things in a totally different way, you're curious, free and able to assimilate whatever may interest you. The caos inside your head doesn't necessarily distract yourself from something important, it really may get you into lots of different things and improve your skills in several fields. That's great isn't it? I'll give you a very personal example ( I have tons ) but I hope someone of you can understand my really confusing point. I've started my college career studying Anthropology and being a really successful student getting an internship in Australia at my junior year. I left Italy and moved to Australia for 6 months and Loved my aussie internship experience. Despite of this, I understood I didn't want to be an anthropologist, studying human behaviors all my life, but someone who could eventually tell the stories of individuals instead. I've started using and studying photography for this reason and ended up working as an Art-Therapist ( PhotoTherapy ). I did every kind of job, travel and experience and I'm happy with me still being a disaster, because now that I'm almost 29, I can easily say that I Lived and Loved and Learned so much stuff only thanks to my beautiful mess.