Shari

Love.

You want it.
And yet, you act like you don’t.

Your actions aren’t deserving of love.

Still.. you long for it.

You feel like only love you get is residual.

Compared to others love you get is second-rate.

Your loved so long as you’re the only person in a room to receive it.

the second the room fills up, the love you receive is lessened.

Until you don’t receive it anymore.

This type of love is exactly the one you deserve.

The type that doesn’t take anything from anyone.

The type that can be Ignored if stay quiet.

But that’s not the love you crave.

No. You’re selfish.

You want to be loved as only child. Us much as a best friend as much as a lover.

Without ever feeling the pressure of reciprocating it.

You crave for love so deep…

So intense

So greedy that it might eat you whole.

A love as ugly as yourself.

So that you may not be alone ever again.