On September 1st, 2014 I lost my beloved 24 year old wife, Noel, to cancer. I am learning that life actually does go on whether I want it to or not. I would like to honor my late wife by trying to figure out what life is really all about, why I'm left here without her, and what I should do next. I guess the first step to this is creating a blog. I've always loved writing and thought that creating a blog would help organize my thoughts and understand things better.