Submissive Good Girl

I am a strange and wonderful creature: Publicaly I am the good girl, church going, God fearing, rule following good girl. But, my inner desires always trended toward the submissive world though I didn't know it by that name. My raising lead me to follow the traditional church girl path for many years. Until I gave myself to my current Dom a few months ago I was a virgin and proud of it. I also hold on to a little of the good church girl belief in that I have no desire to have sexual relations with another man (or woman for that matter) for the rest of my life. My goal is to belong to Sir for the rest of my life. I've had a life of fun, hardship, extreme joy, and extreme pain but as my favorite song says: "If that's what it takes to praise you Jesus, bring on the rain." I don't think having a kinky sex life does not exclude the role Jesus Christ has in my life. Though there are many Christian men and women out there that do, I think there are many that say so publically and may even lie to themselves as I did for years but in their heart of hearts they crave the kink and the deep connection it creates between Dom and sub. I hope this page will help those people realize they aren't evil or wrong, they are who they are and they can be of Christ and happy sexually at the same time.