chrissy myers

16 years ago when my first child was born he almost died due to complications during the birth and that in turn killed the me i knew all my life, the me who built up a wall so strong i thought nothing could tear it down. But as i sat in the nic-u that day worrying, caring and loving this baby so much that i just lost it. the cold heartless me that i had come to trust and depend on was gone and now i was this emotional crying mushball, and it was the most horrible feeling that wouldn't go away. severe depression horrible nightmares, unimaginable anxiety that wouldn't quit and the worst was the anger. So i found myself a psychiatrist and he told me that i had post partum depression and he loaded me up on antidepresants and zanex (sp.) that was about the time that i realized if i took one anxiety pill i felt the same amount of anxiety but it was mostly the anger