Venez

22 years of existence. A mother and a wife.

I am a pure Filipina. A Young Professional in the world with full of love and judgements. I am fascinated with words, books and romance. I am an adventure junkie, a hobbyist photographer, a wannabe celebrity and a lifetime partner to my other half. I love to travel. I love photography, and I do blogging.

I used to have a notebook diary to write down my unsaid thoughts and secrets with no critics and hates. At my younger age, I always believed at "true love". I've gone lots of heartaches. I remember my first heartbreak during my 5th grade. It was like someone is stabbing a knife in your chest and twisting it. You can't hardly breathe. That guy (my ultimate crush) . It was the worst feeling in the world.

I had my first official relationship when I was 2nd year highschool. Still, we ended just like that. He cheated on me. I moved on. I met a new fling. And still the same. Relationship cycle: When there's love, there's a heartbreak. Then, I found a new love (my second serious relationship) during my junior years, we're both happy but after months, feelings changed. I fall out love. Another new love during my senior years, I am so in love and happy, and still I fall out love. Sometimes, I asked myself, am I really that too good for love?

1 year or 2 of not being in a relationship. No boyfriend, no problem. But wait? No. My whole life was actually really dull. (But I still excel on my studies tho). High grades. Consistent Top Students in Class. Its just like there's lacking. Got no one to remind me if I already done eaten my meals, or else reminding me how lucky he was because he got me. Did you make it sense? I know its kinda weird but for me: LOVE MAKES LIFE BAUTIFUL.

I waited. Waited for so long. One night while I was making my school project (year 2008), my cellphone vibrated. I got a SMS: Hi and I replied: Who are you? He text back: Can you be my textmate? And I said to myself: WHERE THE DAMN THIS IDIOT CAME FROM? To make the story short, this guy was a friend (old textmate), a school mate way back highschool. And oh!One of my crush during my highschool days. We exchange text from time to time. Until one morning, he asked me: CAN I BE YOUR HAPPINESS? WILL YOU BE MY GIRLFRIEND? I was like "Geez, srsly?". And since I like him a lot, I SAID YES! November 21, 2008. I can still remember the exact date and year. Funny thing was, when we are now official as gf/bf, we go