takken

i feel loneliness tearing me apart from the inside. There’s nothing I can do about it. I’m locked inside my own mind, one on one with loneliness and pain. People only see the image they invent for themselves, but no one will ever truly know who you are, no one will ever understand how you feel. All that’s left for me is to suffer and struggle in solitude. I feel myself drifting further away from people with each passing day, and it’s getting harder for me to understand them, and for them to understand me. I can’t even remember what it feels like to experience warmth and care, and I can’t imagine ever feeling anything other than the endless cold and dark emptiness that drains the last remnants of life out of me.