Shawna

Don't talk to me because you're "bored". I'm not here to entertain you and don't come to me only when you need a favor. I don't like being used. Just get the fuck away because I'm not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time :)

I'll be the first to admit that I'm not perfect. My life's a wreck. I've got some friends that would kill FOR me and some that would kill ME if given the chance. I have the mental stability of a psychiatric patient and the constant drama that surrounds me doesn't help. I've lost all the people I could depend on whether it be death or betrayal. My past infects my mind, but I try to keep moving forward. I tend to push people away, I need to find someone who can change that. I hate the majority of the human race. That will NEVER change. I hate being touched. I literally cringe at physical contact. Even if it's just an accidental bump. I dress like a doll, curse like a sailor, think like a sinner and smile like a saint.

My friends and family mean the world to me. Fuck with them and I will personally find someone to jizz all over your door handles. OCD, ADD, Depression and BiPolar Disorder completely consume me and at times it gets hard for even me to handle. When I'm alone for too long, I have breakdowns. Don't waste my time. Be real with me. If you won't stand with me then get the fuck out of my way. Tell me my dreams aren't real and I'll tell you that yours aren't big enough.