Taylor Gracie

Hey, im taylorrrr! I am greatful for the things in life i have but sometimes i wish i have what that others have. God loves to throw challenges at me and sometimes they make me want to give up! I cry alot and things never go my way but im trying to be the best person i can be. I do regret things ive done in the past but ive got to look forward to the future. Ill be happy for a while then one day, bam! it all goes down hill from there! I love school and if that makes me a geek then so be it, the girls can be bitchy at times and hey ho, thats just us ladies! I love to read and sing, even though i am a terrible singer. Music means so much, it pulls at my heart strings and i have such a weird taste in music. I love Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez, Miley Cyrus, Katy Perry, Marina & The Diamonds, The Vaccines, The Kooks, Two Door Cinema Club, Vampire Weekend, The Wombats, Rihanna, Paramore, One Direction,Justin Bieber,Foster the People, Eminem, Demi Lovato, Cover Drive, Artic Monkeys, see told you i have a weird but wonderful music taste. My idols are Taylor Swift, Selena Gomez and Marina from Marina and the Diamonds. They are absolutely beautiful and are such an inspiration. I love my three best friends to pieces but sometimes i wonder why i am really there friends? i am compeletly different in ways. two of them are loud, confident and dont care what people think and the other is quiet and shy. i am none of that, i an confident in some ways but not in a everyone look at me sort of thing like them but i am not shy, i love making new friends and talk to new people. one thing all three of them have in common is they are self absorbed. And to be honest with myself i am not, i will always ask them of they are okay, what they are doing and whats going on in there life ect. where they wouldnt think about asking me unless i ask first. They dont care about my feelings and i am fed up of it now. I really do love them wheather its hard to believe or not after reading that but i needed to get my fustration out somewhere haha. Sometimes i wish there could be more than four of us, it would give me a wider friendship and not feeling so left out and alone sometimes. I am obessed with the twilight love story and one day i wish i that i will someday find that love too. I dont know how to finish this off but What if the person you like liked you back?