Now, having passed not unscathed through the years of effort and building and earning and spending I remain whole in the present constantly facing the wild openness of mind. It's the life I always wanted. Working with honest intelligent people untwisted by the wrenching years since 2008—sharing a common goal with integrity and the knowledge that benefit of others is a natural quality of mind. Discovery of the refreshing desire to benefit others in others is like an explosion of silent joy in me.