Justin Conlon

It's been a hell of a ride!! I have conquered a lot in my time! Overcame most and took shit from few... I have a lot of principals I try to base every one of my decisions off of... I make mistakes and not close to being perfect by far!! I don't have it in me to give up on anything I want in life. I was blessed beyond description back in 2/10/09 with the birth of my son Jaxon!! I realized then why I had overcome everyone's belief that I'd be dead or in jail by the time I was 18. I believed it, so it made sense for them to think that way about my future. I take great pride in being his dad. I never imagined the feeling would be this remarkable. Way exceeds my expectations. Like I said I'm blessed. To keep it simple for you guys I'm finally back in California! Home Sweet Home! I miss my son tho, I'm trying my best to get him as fast as I can. He is super smart in every way and he understands from the last time I saw him and we made the deal that we both have to make it through this.. He has to be strong and just KNOW daddy is never giving up!! NEVER gonna move on any further without him unless that action helps us find each other..... His mom took him one night at dinner, hardest thing I've ever been through having my son reaching for me crying saying "daddy Jaxon don't wanna go!" And being completly powerless in it!! i wanted to just take control but..... dont want him seeiing me act like that.. im a changed man cause i wanted to change. Dont want my son being like me.. want nothing but better for him and of him.. It is sad knowing his mother ended up becoming the same type of mother I had to claim...