Tresa Haywood

Strong willed independent woman who is not into games, lies, or dishonesty..I say what I mean and mean what I say...and always say this too shall pass...life has been cruel but cannot effect me any longer...my journey is just that...MY journey...I have a few people I can always count on no matter what and that is priceless to me. I wholeheartedly believe in what comes around goes around and no my blessings are just around the corner. I have become a grandmother at the young age of 44 and wouldn't trade it for anything. I am very very proud of the two children now grown men I have raised and now this time is for me...time to find me...time to love me...time to pamper me...found out a long time ago that when you are created for a purpose in this world it's very important to find out what that purpose is and run with it with all your heart....I have known many bad things and walked through the fires of hell...the devil has had to kill me many times many way and by many people but he is a liar and cannot and will not ever have me....my protection not only comes from God but my ancestors as well....I have the spirit of the wolf, the heart of the panther, and the soul of a free spirit....I am not fake I am real as it gets....I speak what is on my mind and don't hold back.........lost a lot of people in my life due to that but that only tells me they were not meant to be in my life....there are a select few who really know the true real me and will love me until the day the good Lord takes me from this place. If you listen and live by the mind then your soul can never excel....your heart and your soul knows what is best for you...your mind only knows what you see, hear, and envelope the negativity around you...never rely on your mind to make choices and decisions....focus on your spirit, your heart and your soul they are never wrong.. Pure heart...free spirit... There is a heart that is so pure that it loves without trying to see the bad most people possess, this heart loves unconditionally, this heart is easily broken because it always trust first, it is with pure love that it is able to exist in this human body...the spirit is free and runs like the wild mustang...if cornered or is forced to be tamed it will buck and run as far as it can...this spirit can never be stopped or held down...it can never be broken....this pure heart and free spirit is ME...I forgive not because I was told to but because it's the only thing my heart and spirit will allow...the scars inside and out will never heal completely because they are who I am...this is the essence of my true self...I was not created for others amusement, nor abuse...I was created to SHOW people how to really love and be loved...some may claim to "know" me, but not really...I am a mystery that no human can fully understand...my mind, my emotions, my feelings, my actions all of these things are only a glimpse of who I am...I am like no other...many say that phrase and do not truly understand...when I say I'm like no other I mean that from the depths of my soul. Many along the way of life have tried to break me, mold me, control me, confuse me, and understand me...it cannot be done...I am addictive to those who know me and love me...because my spirit draws them in and surrounds them with utter peace during the storms of life...I know my worth, my capabilities, my level of intelligence...but trust me when I say....nobody in human form only those with like spirits will ever really know who I am! To the world and to friends or family my name is Tresa or Pochahontas...but my true name is CHOSEN... I am Native American by birth, and have my protection from my ancestors and spiritual guide....I also know that whatever I'm going through "This too shall pass".....and tomorrow is a new day for new beginnings, new happiness, and new positive outlook on life in general....