Sarah

cyn*i*cal

1. Believing that people are motivated by self-interest; distrustful of human sincerity or integrity
2. Doubtful as to whether something will happen or whether it is worthwhile
3. Concerned only with one's own interests and typically disregarding accepted or appropriate standards in order to achieve them

Pretty much that. My life is crazy, and I don't try to explain it anymore. I ask too many questions, receive too few answers. I'm slightly secretive myself, so I guess that makes me a bit of a hypocrite. Interested in all things puzzling...