Allie Nichole

I'm the girl who you always see smiling. You see her laughing and talking loudly. You roll your eyes when she giggles at something stupid. You groan when she tries to crack a joke. But you just walk away, thinking "Oh, she has a perfect life" Yeah. I wish. I'm the girl who is dealing with a suicidal boyfriend. I'm the girl who is trying so hard to loose weight, so she can fit in. I'm the girl who is always laughing when she's around other people, because she wish it could always be like that. I'm the girl who lives in a house full of secrets, walls, and hatred. I'm the girl you know of, but you never take the time to know me. You look at me, and you think shallow. you look at me, and think I'm annoying. You look at my ipod and think "get better taste". You look at me, and think "shut up." You look at me. But you'll never see the real me.